Urghs.
ie nearly teared out infront of mye fwens today.
All thanks to
Darence when gonna end school.
hais =/
im actually alryt.
But he called me turned.
& its
him* alone walking toward mye way to his fwens.
Yes.Im letting go of him ~
but ie just need tym.
to let go slowly ..
Im already stress enough ler.
& ie dun wanna to be sad infront of mye fwens.
ie dun wan them to be worried fer me.
ie just wan to be in the dark
alone.
please .. Sigh =/
One day , im might leave everyone siletly .
Just to let myself out.
Ie dun like school :[
School sucked luhs.
But,ie have no chioce.
& to study fer mye parent sake.
ie dun wish to let him down.
Sometimes,ie dun know what ie really feel.
what ie really want.
But ie just let time decide it all.
ie dun like my present.
ie want to go to other place.
a place that no one know me.
& start a new life.
maybe ~ that's better ?
Whole afternoon, im just having mye nap.
a wonderful nap.
without any thinking..
Hais.
ie really dun wanna be a Lil gurl with a Stressful heart.
p/s : have ie let anyone down ? ):