Everything is going to be mess up soon. I dont know what going to happen. I just want and expect everything to go smoothly. Things seems to be more and more complicated. AM I GOING TO TURN BACK TO KEEPING EVERY SORROWS WITH MYSELF AGAIN ?
Shit ass. Bitch me. Fuck it J.Lim !
Yesterday was really weird.
Went out early in the morning to salon at 800plus with grandma and aunt. Aunt snipped her hair short already! Like finally after telling me so long that she wanted to cut short her hair. Wahahhah. Then we cabbed down Tamp Mall afterwards and I went separate way with them and to find my friend. Slacked at Starbucks , chit chatting and waited for my Sister to reach. When we slack and speaks about our history, its truly a tough journey I walked down my life till now. Thinking weather do I really still have the chance to continue it long ahead. Hmmm.
After Sister came , bused down 201 and friend went off. Sister went to bought Pink F480. Haha. Something shock to share, I sold my SonyEricsson off and got myself a Pink F480. Cant really bear to sold off that phone but sigh. I think thats is my first step again? Heart was really pain when I press down the delete button for some things. Hais. Then bused back Tamp Mall and Sister went off to do her things while I went to meet up with Sister ling and lene with jiayi , yunhua, huijuan and shumei. Celebrated my two birthday girl birthday, within a blink of eyes, they turned 17! So fast. Hahaha.
Cut cake and both of the refused to take photo lor. Eyer.
After dinner went off and cab down East Coast to meet up with Brother , his wife and Xiang. Cha chan teng for awhile then I went down boat quay with xiang to find beverly at Chambers. Know this lady named Serene :) Nice lady though. Uptill one plus , Brother came down and find us then we brought that two person home, xiang and bev.
Afterward, we cab down east coast to meet up with friend at the pub named Resort there. Drink and play till this morning 5plus and reached home at 6.
Cant imagine I played till this morning man. First time.
Place i went yesterday : Salon - tampmall - 201 - tampmall - eastcoast - boat quay - eastcoast -home.
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Worked tomorrow again ! :(
Sigh. Why am I always the one. Im sad. Only Sister know whats I speaking. But Im glad you forgotten what happene, if not everythings might go wrong.我又哭了，心也开始痛了。
曾说会快乐的放下，但又心酸起了。
Finally, my room renovation is all done. Yes, DONE ! :D Feel really relieve now. No need to sleep on the floor anymore.
And days pass by so lonely and boring. My mood today is totally down. Sigh , I dont know why.
Dont wish to continue this post. Sorry.
Joanne Lim