私は彼の愛が、彼は私を愛していない。



Wednesday, April 30, 2008 | 7:45 PM
Stressfull days starting ..
exams that going to keep my days occupied .
and my minds too with notes .
BIG BIG SIGH !

Suddenly, I am so scared of exam .
So scared I might let people around me down .
I know I should not put too much stress on myself.
Not to fall sick is what I must do now !

Lets study hard together for our MYE and coming up Ns and Os .

(I am sorry if I neglected anyone during this period of times.)

--

Huanglerling :
haha . thanks luis .
see you soon sis ! :D

Chencaiyun :
haiyer . there's this phrase tooo .
mine is ... hehe xD
you know de . I sockkuan leis , created by myself ?
LOL.

MIAOY :
awwwwwws .
IMISSYOU BADLY TOOOO .
BIG SORRY hurr .
havent been meeting up since your birthday .
after exams ? :/
takecare alright .

Zhongsinling :
SISTER ! you jiayous toooo .
Lets work hard together :D:D



Friday, April 25, 2008 | 5:57 PM
exam period is here againn D:
study and aiming for Sec 5 is what I can do now .
I remember you say :
天下没有笨的人,只有懒惰的人

So . I must study ! haha .
not blogging often again .
Exam = excuse .
OPPS !

takecare people .
and good luck to your exam too .

--

Zhongxinling :
BOOOOS , xiaojie ((:

yanshan :
RE-LINKED!
meet up after exam ba .
good luck !

Huanglerling :
eheh . is you too late alrdy hors ..
haha . and I did spam . but is a kindness spam mans x:
and, I link you alrdy (:
iloveyou sis ! :D



Saturday, April 19, 2008 | 4:29 PM
alright, carnival day againnnnn .. D:
i seriously hate my school to do those last min work .
which made all of us to stay back and help and made us so hell tired .
but due to yesterday help out till 7pm was alright to me.
i was almost all the time sitting in the HOD room with ahtan x:
we had fun yea .
and teachers are totally different when they are in the room alone and when they are outside staff room facing the student .

today was damn alright . . . . . . . . . .
so siansssss luis .
the most boring one . but the one which the school put in most effort in (which we think?).

okayyy . people visiting my house laterrr .
haha.
some people who wanted to learn how to edit blog xD .

takecare people !

countdown one more day to my parents going overseas !*



Thursday, April 17, 2008 | 9:05 PM
HEYOS!
so many days didnt blog already .
but , nevermind luis . since nobody read my blog either , right ?!
my tagboard also so DIAM. x:

but, just to say that , I HAD FUCKING LOT FUN after infocus today (:
went to beach at pasir ris with Zhongsinling and Chencaiyun .
It a waste that Wuxinyi didnt tag along with us .
alright. I am in dead beat too luis .
chiong here and there .
update another time yea.
night people !



Friday, April 11, 2008 | 10:21 PM
just reached home not long ago.
HAHAHAAA !
like finally I went out for shopping mans !
bought 3 tops ! :D:D:D
NICE BODOH!

hehe . alright . going to sleep now .
tomorrow working D: , Im sadddd :/
but, after work might be meeting up with abel and cezhong for K :D !
woooohoooo .

NIGHTS !

(/wo xiang wo hen nan hui ba ni fang xia :D )

--

Limin :
ask for me online then .
I KNOW ITS NICE ! :D:D:D:D

Elainechan :
hehe . okayyy .
exams are round the corner for me too D:

Chencaiyun :
wooohooo.
Im not bored yet x:



| 1:58 PM
Was lazy to blog yesterday x:
and today was on MC again .
so, slept till quite late just now.
heheeeeeeeee (:

yesterday was boring at school mans .
and today was great at home .
haha
later on will be meeting my love one to shop !
:DD
since long I went for a shopping trip huh .

mummy is funny today.
she called and ask me if my PSP is with me.
cos she dreamt that my PSP is lost . LOL !

--

Elainechan :
LOL ! yaya . you rocks , and I rocks toooo :D !
imy ):



Wednesday, April 09, 2008 | 9:55 PM
Lack of sleep today mans .
haiyos . but still no eye bag this time :D:D:D
maybe sleep too long hours like week already .
but yesterday night slept at 12plus going 1am.
and wake up 6.20am luis .

dad fetch me to school today .
hehe
& seriously I dont think school is fun like last time anymore :/
no wonder nobody want go school.
I dont like Sec 4 life luis D: !
skip F&N infocus today .
due to teacher did not turn up .
and no relief is there .
and BOMB ! we gone home . haha

went to study just now awhile with limhwee and huiyee .
damn buddy luis . call him, dont want pick up my phone .
Im tired .
off to bed now :D
goodnight !

--

Elainechan :
haha . It's so like miao typing lo, the previous one .
:D:D



Tuesday, April 08, 2008 | 5:52 PM
刘畊宏&许慧欣 - 心动心痛

词:刘畊宏/陈剑龙 曲:周杰伦

宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎

欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉

合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动

欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉

合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动

宏:慢慢远离的梦

欣:渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动

--

Change my blogsong .
get to heard this song from http://www.per-fections.blogspot.com/
a nice song yeah .

Slept at 4am yesterday.
didnt know it was so late already.
watched Green Forest. A sudden temptation to watch .
Nice though ((:
And wake up at 9.30 today.
got a call .
and went down to meet him and have breakfast ((:
heeeees.

came back early cause mummy wants me to accompany them to baibai.
bopian lo :/
raining heavily luis and I was drenched again D:
sooo coldd manss !
then came home .

going school tomorrow already .
people who miss me , IM BACK !
wahahaha xD

--

Elainechan :
you takecare toooo .
and this is so-not-like-your-typing.
LOL

--

(/ 在这世界上, 只有爱情不可以让也让不了 )



Monday, April 07, 2008 | 1:31 PM
(/你真的在我的心上用力的开了一枪.)

I try to maintain the thinking I have now .
I dont know when will change ,
but I really ...
dont know what to do .

May God lead you to the way you should and wanted.

--

Wangshanhui :
Its the same as my email .



Sunday, April 06, 2008 | 4:26 PM
two day MC again .
monday and tuesday , alright, Im ready to answer my teacher call tomorrow.
stupid fever caught me again .
38.9 degree.

people , pray that you will see me in school on wednesday (:

--

Limin :
LOL.
okay . see me on wednesday then .



| 10:52 AM
damnit ):
I down with a fever now -.-
didnt work today cos I told daddy that I have no strength at all mans.
wondering should I go and see a doctor later on.
cos it will be back the same medicine I took this week.
never mind. just go and see, open then see. if closed then heck care x:

shyt ! I know if I still dont turn up for school tomorrow I will surely get a call from my Form.
LOL.
But, I really sick what .
maybe this time I sick alrdy then I wont get sick so easily next time.
(sound so stupid xD)

Alright, I miss people at school. BUT NOT BOOKS !
haha .

--

Chencaiyun :
Cannot be pig ah ?
I love pig whattt x: haha .
andand, if you use my tagboard to chat .
please pay xD !

Limin :
Oh . so sweet of you hurr .
haha , takecare (:
and dont believe that asshole jolene say the thing -.-



Friday, April 04, 2008 | 9:35 PM
Currently at Cousin house ((:
came here for dinner and some things .
didnt get to see my dearest QUEENIE KOH yet .
-.-
haha .

AND ! didnt went school again today x:
overslept luis . not on purpose de okayyy .
so , people at Tamp Sec . dont miss me too much luis.
(I know you people miss me , LOL)

--

Chencaiyun:
I shuang leis. dont feel like replying at tagboard x:
must auto asked doctor for MC luis . haiyos.

Limin :
sick-ed and lazy to go school. hehe .
miss me ah ? LOL.

( I miss you so much, dearest ! )



| 5:44 PM
What Lim Sock Kuan Means
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.



You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?


This is so "ZUN", LOL.



Thursday, April 03, 2008 | 10:05 PM
Shyt !
Another problem attacked again today.
:/

MC for today and going school tomorrow .
feeling restless that I took some "energy" medicine from doctor .
hope it will make me feel more energetic .
LOL.
cant take in too much food too ! -.-
will be out after it in, get it ?

goodnight people .

(/ Promise me you will do your best this year.
I want you to lead yourself to a good future for yourself.
Alright ? ily. )

--

Chencaiyun :
you thought MC so easy to take ah ?
sometimes must auto also lo .
andand, you did guailan me okayy. D:

Elainechan :
haha . dk why ?
just suddenly thought of writing that down .
LOL.



Wednesday, April 02, 2008 | 10:00 PM
Zhongsinling, Chanyeelim :
I thanks you girls for your concern at my tagboard.
But my problem will be difficult to be solved.
I'll try to solved it myself slowly.
But feeling down will not leave me so soon?
takecare girls. ily (:

Chencaiyun :
I wont ask you the question again .
But, if it happen x:
like, i hope it will be some yearsss later .
then you dont regreat didnt tell me hurr .
And, stop guailan me at school mans ><

- -

Sicked for the week :/
have been on MC for days.
Sigh .
imissyou :/



Tuesday, April 01, 2008 | 2:13 PM
sigh. totally in a depressed mood now.
fuck up with everything.
everything that happen to me now.
nothing seems to goes right.
and i think i am not the person i was actually.
my soul seems like it had went out to roam around.

i didnt contact you these two days.
this is not on purposely.
just that i wasnt feeling well.
i have no energy to even type on my phone.
i didnt even want to take a look at my phone.
it seems dead.

school are worst. stress all around.
i apologized to my dear friends and sister .
if I ever gave you a fucking reaction or throw temper on you.
I'M TERRIBLY SORRY !
i didnt want it to happen but i just cant control myself.

family problem up next.
parents are treating me good.
sister-in-law and brother-inlaw was both alright.
bro is in his Nservice.
but, leftovers ?
lets not talk about my mothers' side.
just my dad's , since that night.
i feel so bad. i want to cry out loud.
but was there any shoulder for me ?
NONE!
sigh :/

i just need a shoulder, a listen ear, a person i trust on.
it just so easy yet difficult to be done.
shit.

i know i could just say it a out loud to my sisters.
but, they have their own problem too.
i dont wish to disturb them.

end my life? its stupid.
how could i ?
although have been asking someone what will she do if one day Im dead.
no answer.

let every bad things happen to me have a full stop, God.
I dont want to suffer anymore.
I going to break down sooner or later.

T_T






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