私は彼の愛が、彼は私を愛していない。



Sunday, January 25, 2009 | 10:32 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER SINLING!

Hope Im still not late to wish you here .
:D:D:D:D

And to every others :
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
Wish everyone get many many hongbao tomorrow ..
(;



Thursday, January 22, 2009 | 9:59 PM
And there's this thing I agreed with my jiefu .
Thats's what I going to do tooo .
What I think that is precious given by somebody.
I wont use it , instead keep it with care.
So , I decided that everything will be kept except for the braclet.
Thats the thing I feel secure when it's with me.
(:

I promised, I wont lost anything that is precious to me.
I will take lots of care with it.



| 9:02 PM
OH HELLO!
Recently , I have forgotten to do something.
Haha.
People ! See carefully ah , DO GO AND VISIT MY BLOGSHOP!
Lovely clothing for everyone (:
http://ahsocks-wardrobe.blogspot.com
Support eh ! :D:D

And hmms , second thing .
Chinese New Year is round the corner .
I cant wait for it to come.
Cause this year I will be having longer breaks and means gathering will not be cancel or stop by anyone.
Loves! <3
YEA~
Please dont let me feel disappointed hao ma?
Let me have a great celebration ahead.
Thanks alot.

Oh yar.
There's alot of movies I wanna catch eh .
When can I catch all of them ?
Awwwwww .

2more days of work !
GOGOGOGOGOGOGO!
I must tahan .
Teeheeees .

And Im very sure there will surely be alot of photos coming into my phone during this period of times ;D;D

Lastly, I wish everyone
HAPPY ADVANCED CHINESE NEW YEAR !
:}



Tuesday, January 20, 2009 | 2:50 AM
I feel so shit right now.
I lost one of the part of the monkey dearest gave.
Sigh.
I felt so sorry to dearest.
It make me think I didnt take good care of the thing he gave me.
When I really want to keep it in care so much.
And thats one of the thing that resemble him to me.
Dearest , Im sorry.
:/

And upon receiving your call today ,
Im sorry for my naggy-ness.
I really miss you badly.
Sigh.
<3
At this timing it already mark the first year.
Do you remember what happen at this timing last year?

--

I meet 3 person who make my turning point at my life till now today.



Sunday, January 18, 2009 | 10:56 PM
I seriously dont know what to do to my family right now.
Every thing goes the wrong way.
Ever since I say I want to stop studying, all bad things started to happen on me.
It is all my fault ?
My attitude change recently I know.
But who change it? My surrounding my stress.
Cant you guys just let me release it out for a moment?
I know, everyone will start to neglect me one day if I continue.
But I really have no idea what to do.
I know Im not born in a silver spoon.
I cant be like those girls that their daddy is a millionare or what.
I know Im born in a family that my parents treats me good.
But, cant every things just goes smoothly or just better than now my life down?
Do you know how much stress Im under right now?
Yes , I agreed my parents is down with stress or rather everyone.
But Im just a 16 years old girl.
I still have a long way to go . What do you expect ?
You wants my thinking to be like those 30 over plus aunties?
I really cant understand.
Why not everyone start to hate me right now?
Then one day , when I leave the world , I wont be worried that there will be people who will be sad over me.
Alright?
People , start to hate me.
Start to neglect me .

-

Yes , tomorrow mark the day of one year .
And I know you wont remember.
Cause I know you wont remember this little bits tiny oh-dont-care thing.
But I just wnat to say , when I needed your listening ears , will you be there?
Or it is still my sisters. :/



Wednesday, January 14, 2009 | 8:40 PM
After crying yesterday, I feel much more better.
Thanks sister for really being there to be my listen ears.
<3

Oh shit(!)
Spend a bomb today sial .
How am I going to survive?
Really going broke soon mans.
I need moneyyyyyy . Business mind please.
Haha .

Im so happy now.
Cause's I got back my monkey!
x:
Do you know how happy Im when I got that call that I can collect my thing?
Cause somehow thats represent your sight to me.
:/



Tuesday, January 13, 2009 | 2:35 AM
你们在我身上有看到快乐吗?

Do you all see happy appear on me now?

--

Just came back from HP.
Nothing much today .
Just drinking . And Im so idoitly stress now.
Shit .

Will be meeting darling girl tomorrow.
(:
Goodnight.



Sunday, January 11, 2009 | 10:35 PM
Afterall , you all just assume what you thought is right and thinks that's my thinking too.
But everything is sosososososososo wrong.
Everything dosent goes smoothly but worse.
You people always delay on what you should do and thinks I really have alot of times for you.
What if I really leave ?
Is that the only time you guys will start to do what should be done?
If it's so , I will do it.
Im sorry , I wont hate you both .
Cause I know I cant.
But I just dislike the dont-care-attitude you guys gave me.
Eversince I stop studying, you both keep picking me on this topic.
I thought you wont, cause you told outside people that Im stress when this topic is being discuss.
But you failed my thinking.
Please , stop picking this topic on me.
You think I really fucking dont care about my future?
If that's what I want , I can jolly well go and die.
What for staying on , living on ?
Is because I still care for it. Dont think I dont care about my future.
Just that you dont know what I tried to plan.
I promise , I will leave as soon as possible.
Just because of your one sentence today , I will go and find any job this coming week start or after new year.
But I will try my very best to find it before March.
Believe me.
Cause's you guys dosent believe me and dosent understand me anymore.

--

Im gonna break down soon again.
I hate it. I seriously wannt to slap myself and go into a comma then I'll lost my memory.
Everything I will forget then I wont be stress over it .
My feeling is damn shit right now.
No one will understand me now.
Even the one I really wannt to speak to is not with me now.
Sighhhhhh .

Going back to that retard school tomorrow again.
To get back that pathetic 2 subject O's result.
Lunch after that together with sisters.
How long since I last meet up with them? :/

And people out there.
Do you guys have any jobs to recommend?
Prefer sales or admin .
Do email me . thanks .

When you look at me , do you feel what Im trying to tell you?
I think the
answer is _.
<3



Thursday, January 08, 2009 | 9:14 PM
Cleared up most of my things in my room today.
3 full China bag in my storeroom.
._.

Dinner-ed at Marine Parade just now.
Didnt really enjoyed what I ate recently.
Sigh.

Took a stroll around ECP.
Alone .
Listening to the sea makes your sight came into my mind.
But thats is just misses.
Didnt really have a good interaction with everyone already.
They just made me feel that , they dont know me.
They just assume what they thought .
Hais.

Gonna turn in soon.

-

O's result coming out soon.
I gave you my most bestest wish for you getting good result.
<3



| 12:47 AM
Im so on time right ?
I say I will blog "tomorrow" & here I come at 12.47am .
Lol.
This all of a sudden off-day is so great to me.
Aircon being change till this late timing and cause me cant get to sleep.
And now , I can sleep late.
Yays ! :D:D

Yeps . I intended this very first post after my long break to be a dedication .
& here it comes .

To my 4-years sistership sisters ; Sinling , Xinyi , Jolene :
Sisters . I really hope our sistership could last and wont fade in this coming years.
Now , 4 of us have been separated except Ling and Xinyi is still continue with your Sec5 life.
I give both of you my bestest wish of getting good score for yar O's this year eh .
I really miss you girls very much. I miss those lil days we have jokes together , laughing like mad girls.
How I wish those days were back , but history wont repeat itself.
Now, let us do meet up often to catch up with each of our life yea.
I miss and love you sisters .

To my sweethearts ; Elaine , Jiajing , Huimiao , Yanshan :
Hey babes !
I think I could only catch up with Elaine the most among us hur .
It been a year since I last saw jing too right ?
I miss all of you so much . When is our next everybody-outing coming eh ?
If not I know you 4 girls going to step into either JC or Poly lifestyle.
And you might forget meeee :/
I think my friendship with you girls have come to 9 years yea .
So do takecare of yourself and ring me often to go out hur.
Remember , weekdays! Haha . Cause Im working :D
All the best to you all on the 12th , O's result releasing day.

To the Huang's family :
Guys . Though I might only get close with you guy this one year down only.
But you'll never know how much you means to me.
Cause sometimes I could only find you at the very first time.
& you guys never fail to cheer me up.
I thanks you guys for the year 2008.
Though it is not a good year for me .
But Im glad with you guys around its more memorable.
And we will be having our New year tuan yuan fan soon yar :D

To Ahjie , Jiefu , Fangyun , Haijun , Dage :
YOYOYO! Haha .
Thanks you guys for always bringing me to have fun.
Especially at HP . Those time were happy like crazy .
Lol. Thanks for always caring me whenever Im in trobles and problem.
& always trying to give me a solution to it .
Treating me like a sister to you people do really make me feel contented to have you guys us my sister and brothers.
(:

To my Brothers, Jying, Valerie :
HELLO PEOPLE!
Its has been how long since we last meet up hurrrrr ?
Haha . I know my ahrong-ge is always finding me out but I always fail him.
Im so sorrryyyy! Dui bu qi ah xD
Let do meet up soon to have a meal together kay ?
Imissyoupeople .

To my special Brother Witaya and Chanhong :
Guys , you never know how much I misses you both.
Those times spent with you guys just came into my mind sometimes.
When Im down , I hoping you two to be there and cheer me up.
Do come into my dreams again . I miss you boys :/

-

Yups , dedication done .
I think I should still go to sleep now.
Didnt really grab much sleep these days .
Goodnights.

Do you know how much you mean to me ?
Do you know how much tears I had
for you ?
And do you know how much I miss you ?
<3



Wednesday, January 07, 2009 | 11:14 PM
I'll be back blogging soon.
Or rather , tomorrow night (?)

& You people know I misses you .

--

I say I miss you like there's no tomorrow.
Cause I believe you're the one.
How've you been these days ?
Sigh .






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