Bye people !
Im leaving tomorrow alrdy .
But I bet I wont go online D:
Cos I need to reach school at 11.45am or before .
Then that means I need to wake up early and get ready .

TAG ME IF YOU MISS ME ! :D:D

; Remember all my dearest ones , All of you will be deeply missed by me !
ILOVEYOU :D

Takecare ! <3

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Chencaiyun :
Nothing , I will miss you my fucker :/

Yingxiu :
Dont know leis . maybe your blog dont like me .
haha !

Last meeting held today before we leaving ..
But Im still disappointed with the attendance we have .
never one time will our attendance have 32/32 .
only once . which is when teacher have short listed them out .
Sigh . I dont want to say this . But I miss Exponential 25 alot !

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Went out in the evening with sisters just now .
had dinner together at Ramen Ten .
Nice ((:
then went to shopped around . and , I bought myself a dress which cost me a BOMB .
LOL !
after that , me and xinyi sis jui take taxi down to Loyang temple .
pray and took cab back .
:D:D
Feel much better after praying (:

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Chencaiyun :
dont idoit leis .
not because of you lo . asshole .
call you out also wont come out one . urghs . angry you !

Elaine :
then i put back Elaine then (:
hmms . i dont know how to say but its all mixed up.
after praying today , I feel much better alrdy (:
love you babe !
(*p/s : I am flying on the 1st June which is this Sunday)

Zhongxinling :
haha . Okay , better than *someone* who is still considering .
LOL !
thanks sis :D

Huanglerling :
YOU HAVE BEEN DEEPLY MISSED BY ME LUIS !
haiyer , better let me see your face once Im back mans !
take lots of care okay .
help me tell your sis tooo :D
love you !

I got the scared out of my life today .
Mummy , please (!) dont make this happen again .
Everyone is searching for you up and downs .

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Sigh . was really scared, helpless and hopeless .
forget it . everything is so not right luis .

And today trip to Singapore Flyer is fun .
thats all (:

I am leaving in 4days time .
But I do not feel excited at all . Not like last year .
Sigh .
I scared after I came back from the trip , everything will change .

I am really scared .
But no one have given me any confident yet where I think that no one could gave me .
Cos I just need yours .
get it ? I am dumb .
Alright ! Dumb in everything .

Forget it . If anything happen within this trip to me .
I think .. no one will care about it then .

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Yingxiu :
YA ! I using internet explorer .

Chanyeelim :
I have no idea .

Chencaiyun :
fucker . you made me T_T again .

I MISS THOSE TIMES LUIS .

those times we spent together laughing in a groups.
those times we joke like nobody business .
those times we act or be serious talking .
those times we are together .

but times just pass so fast that I think things going to change .
maybe or maybe not .
To me , time do not really heal anything .
Let try to take it easy then .

imissyoulikecrazy .

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Chencaiyun :
I am gald that you are fine then ,
sucker .
xD okay luis .
ILY , okay ? x:

Zhongsinling :
hms. I hope so ?
;D
I hate this life currently I think ?
ohoh . But , I do still treasure every min and sec of it .

Yingxiu :
no luis .
I only got this mans .
anyways . I hate your blog -.-
cant read anything de ! D:

whatthehells -.-
I just type out a post and publish it . and it say error D:
means I got to retype everything again .

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Finally, chinese intensive lesson is over .
tomorrow will be one last discussion lesson which only last one hour .
then we can go home alrdy (:

Next Monday I will be having my GCE O'Level Chinese
Next Wednesday will be having my F&N practical exam
and lastly , I will be leaving for my CIP trip next Sunday.

I hoped everything will changed before I leave . Sigh :/

I seriously dislike some people attitude .
friends , buddy , non-friends ?
I just dislike it , it seem so sucky to me .

went Gaint with ahtan after school today .
crap with her all the way .
then came home raining -.-

will be going there again tomorrow to buy things .
Yays . mummy will be sponsering me for whatever I going to buy for my trip (:

4 month pass ..
Never had us didnt contact for so long .
Days passes just like that .
It might be passing fast with the presence of you and your voice .
But without you , it just pass so slow for me .
Sigh .
Idk whats happening right now .
Since that day , everything seems so weird .
Nothing had happened.
But things just slowly changed .
Whenever I feel down . I just dont know what to do .
But that day , Im feeling damn pekchek and down .
And I thought it wont not be nice to see you .
But I,myself also didnt know why .. that your presence that appears in front of me just make me smile .
just make my day being brighten up .
your call the day after make me had a shock .
but , its just some things that dosent really concern about me .
hais .

how are you doing now boy ?
I really miss you so .

my confident seems to be like getting lesser ):

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is this how I maintain a realationship ?
friends , buddy , family , sisters , brothers and everything .
I dreamt of school last night and I teared after waking up .
Sigh . I think Im really being stressed out .
Im tired of everything .
There's no way for me to vent out my anger anyways.

how are everyone ?
I seems to be being so close yet so far away from everyone :/

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Ohoh .
Im currently at my cousin house right now ((:
since long I step in here hurr .
hehe .

Alright . Wasnt feeling right staying home.
Feeling damn pekchek with dont-know-why-reason.
just dont feel like staying home .
So, actually wanted to catch a movie with ahling and her friends.
But timing was too late for me .
Scared my parents will naggggg . So didnt .
Next time round sis ? :D

Then walk to Simei and meet up with sisterLING and Jolene instead.
had our lunch there and then took train off that place .
lene alighted at Tamp while ling and I alight at Pasir ris (:
hehe . taking 21 down to cousin house .

GREAT ! Both cousin catching "Accuracy of death" with me later on ;DD
A sudden thought of calling them out and catch the movie with me .
hehe :DD

(Oh. And , I just got back the result from sister that I only pass my English, Chinese and Chem -.- .
Expected it luis . :/ )

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Zhongsinling :
HAHA ! Chilling in process ? LOL

Its my sisterLING too yo ! :D:D YOOHOO !

My baby haven leave me tonight oh .
As I requested to my sister . hehe .
But it is still gonna leave me tomorrow morning ):

Alright . Wake up early today . Cant get back to sleep .
Meet up with sisterLING early tooo , as she tio dua by Mdm warda ..
then went Tamp Mall and have lunch with ahyun .
so qiao he at there . then met up for awhile .

Trained down to Orchard , far east .
Nothing caught our eye . Keep looking out for heels though .

Trained down to Bugis again . Cause meeting sisterXINYI and she dont want to go far .
Walk around street and juntion then she went home alrdy .
wasnt feeling good by then . TAKECARE HURR SIS !

(Alright . I admit Im a pakjiao !
I cant even saw you but my sis saw -.-
really need a eye check again . )

Then went to slack at Yoshinoya for like an hour .
talk around to waste our time . TIME PASS SO SLOW LUIS ! D:
then walk to foodcourt and have our meal there .

after dinner , walk down to the sony shop there and find ahjie and jiefu .
there are there to send ahjie laptop to service .
went arcade to play after that . LOL !
ahjie play like siao luis . haha .
that yeahs ! got something back . haha

after that . walk sisterLING to mrt station and she went back .
pick yunfu up too . walk back to pasta mania together with ahjie and jiefu .
funny talk we have there ((:
and this four person are crazy (include me) , they went to walk at bugis street after eating .

then trained home after that and ahjie and jiefu went down hougang .
home sweet home :D
need to go back school tomorrow again . :/

The 4 crazy person .. :D
Lin Shujun
Low Weiying
Lawrenz Quek

Lin Shufang

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Zhongsinling : haha . ya lo ! TIME PASS SO SLOW ............... -.-

Actually ..
There's nothing much about today and yesterday .
Just that ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ; XINYI's DAJIE and Vincent .

haha . They actually born on the same date but different year .
so qiao hurr . haha .

Went study after work with miao and elaine darl yesterday .
Great day with them . Took many pictures together yeahs .
ilovethem (:

Left around 7 and went up to auntie house and have dinner .
was so tired that I came home and fall asleep .

And ! Im cleared from exam for the time being already :D:D:D
Had my last mid year paper today .
Freaking hyper after paper yeah .
hehehehe .
I can enjoy myself for the time . (:
came home after that .

Will be going out and have dinner for mummy birthday .
:D:D

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Bye bye baby . ):
You are leaving me tomorrow evening .
Im sad .

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Wont be able to blog this coming week .
Sorryyyyyyyyy . /:

Alright .
Heres the post for last Friday then .

Ended my paper around 10 plus that day .
Its early mans . And , so shuang :D
hehe .
Came home changed and went down to toapayoh .
Daddy wanted to treat grandma for mother day .
And we ate at some coffee shop as there's like nowhere to go .
Cause after that I need to leave early and meet up with my friends.
Aunties and uncles are there tooo .
Cousin not there anyways . Exam period too .

Left at 2PLUS from toapayoh .
Borrow a sonyerisson earpiece from uncle .
thanks luis . return you soon alright .

Trained down to City hall .
Meet all of them up there include my sisters .
Abel , Vincent , Cezhong , Teckkwee and Abel's cousin are there too .
Main lead of that day : Abel and Vincent .
Both celebrating their birthday hurr . haha .

But Im so sorry that my sisters and I went MIA after meeting up with them .
We went and do some self shopping for friends and while doing so ..
I bought Abel's present , its a shirt . A damn chio shirt . OPPS !
The design of a shoe luis . Its COOOL ! x:

After so , went to booked seats at swensens as we having our dinner there .
Great ! Before that , went to have some photos taking session with sisters . ((:
Had our full full dinner too . With present for Vincent from We , the 3 sisters .
A Cake ((: .

Trained home after dinner .
Actually intend to go down esplanade.
But sisterLING need to reach home early . So , next time hurr ;DD

Ohoh .
I will blog everything out tomorrow afternoon yeahs ?

I'll be free from exam after tomorrow 12.15pm !
woooooots ! :D:D
( For just 1week plus only :/)

Okay . Got to memorise my F&N now .

(P/s : Tons of photos mans. )

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Huanglerling :
Oh really ? x:
paisehs luis . how I know you got go home not .
hehe .
takecare sis ((:

Chanyeelim :
You too darl .
ILY (:

A FUN DAY OUT !

Since long didnt went out with a group of friends le .
Will blog in detail tomorrow if Im freee .
hehe . Lots of photos to be uploaded tooo .

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Huanglerling :
Oh my !
You're back . haha .

Chencaiyun :
LOL !
At least yours is a vesak day , a public Holiday .

OH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABEL HO !
This cute and caring brother of mine :D

haha . I think this is the thrid time Im wishing him already .
a actual one , a advanced one and another one here .
hehe . Alright , Im always happy for people birthday ((:
Though they have to be older one year old already .
But they are strictly passing their "suaning" year faster then me -.-

Alright, will be going out and celebrate brother and vincent birthday tomorrow .
hmms . a early one and a late one . LOL
cause its like so qiao they clash with our exams .
not to mention mine will be clash with my Nlevel :/

yada yada . I just wake up at 4.30am today and went to meet ahtan to study .
NEVER ! NEVER WILL I WAKE UP SO EARLY AGAIN JUST TO STUDY :/
whatever I read there and memorise there didnt even came out any of the question !
AWWWWWWS .

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Chencaiyun :
Im tired D: !
haha .

I dont know what the hell have I post at the last post .
I dont know weather it is right or wrong .
shyt.Im so in the err-err mode now -.-

And , I totally have no comment to my exams these days .
But I do still do my best to it .

HMMMMMS ! Im meeting JOLENE TAN CAIYUN , tomorrow at 5am !
YES ! 5am , to study amath and geography .
haha . dont be late girl .

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Liqing :
Link you up soon ((:

Chencaiyun :
alright.alright.
see you tomorrow at 5am !

Zhongsinling :
Okay ((: !
ILY .

Huanglerling :
Okay sis !
Be back the Linshujun you all once know yeahs :D
xiexie oh .
But, secondary school math is sooooooo difficult luis :/

who actually are you to me ?
the person I love ?
Sigh .

what if I say all I needed now is your support ?
I know you do gave me .
but knowing or feeling that you still concern her make me jealous .
i admit it . I dont want to think of it too much .

but I just cant control ?
my exams period are now .
you know I studied .
I study because I dont want let you people down .
I wnat to spent times with you people tooo .

hais .
Im crying every now and then so easily.
thats not the sockkuan I once know .
she should be strong enough .
but now, she weak. weak like shyt .

我真的不想知道你和她的全部过去。
她是她，我是我。不要把她拿来和我做比较，好吗？

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mummy suan me just now on my paper today .
she thought it is easy ? IT TOTALLY NOT OKAY !
all she know is to suan me at that particular moment .
know how to say what I know is only things I do during work .
alright, if you know what you say .
then why didnt you came out earlier last week to help me out .
but just left me doing alone at two position for hours .
all your excuse was that you cant work too much .
I try to understand . but sometime I just cant . seriously .

I know dad is always giving me his support towards me .
I know he have high hope on me .
neither I wish to let him down .
but, sometimes . the family is really giving me too much stress .
Sigh .
never there's a time EXAMS make me so stress .
but this time just happened .
cause I know this year meant alot to me . and everyone at the same standard with me.

I want to strive hard . but can I ?
I doubt . hais .

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Had a talk with sisterLING online just now .
thanks sis for anwei-ing me .
you tooo .
just try our best ba .
hais .

Alright. Everythings started .
The scary moment , it all happened.
But there's still more for me to face this on-going week.

Sigh , emath paper today totally kill me .
was crying while doing ? :/
I seriously dont know why that , math is the subject I care the most .
But recently it turns out to be so difficult , so difficult to understand it and all.
Hais .

Tomorrow will be having chinese paper 2 .
I hope that it will pull my overall percentage up for mid year .
I dont want to let my teachers down .
But, mr. Sng . Im sorry , I think I really tried my best . But I just going to let you down :/

Zhongsinling, Chencaiyun and Wuxinyi :
Lets work hard together .
Make it like our sistership . That will never be destroy by anyone so easily .
ILY girls .

Huanglerling,Huangleryin,Limjooting,Lowweiying and Huangqifeng :
I wont let you people down .
I promise I'll try my best all the way from now to my N .
Thanks to you people for the advice that had been given to me .
:D:D
loveyou guys . never will us break this friendship yeah ?
my childhood kiddy x:
alright, one of you is my dasao now . LOL .

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( I know Im a person who is lack of confidence, moral support from people makes me happy. )

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KheoYanshuang:
I read ((:
haha . thanks for tagging anyways .

Huanglerling :
we have no secrets now yeah ? haha
dont like that luis sis.
next time we go shopping together x:

Yingxiu :
you too nuren . :D
miss those times at primary school.
awwwws .

Joanne Lim
eightteen on 29/09 .
简单又平凡的女人.
Email me at : aishiteru.kisses@hotmail.com
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