4 month pass .. Never had us didnt contact for so long . Days passes just like that . It might be passing fast with the presence of you and your voice . But without you , it just pass so slow for me . Sigh . Idk whats happening right now . Since that day , everything seems so weird . Nothing had happened. But things just slowly changed . Whenever I feel down . I just dont know what to do . But that day , Im feeling damn pekchek and down . And I thought it wont not be nice to see you . But I,myself also didnt know why .. that your presence that appears in front of me just make me smile . just make my day being brighten up . your call the day after make me had a shock . but , its just some things that dosent really concern about me . hais .
how are you doing now boy ? I really miss you so .
my confident seems to be like getting lesser ):
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is this how I maintain a realationship ? friends , buddy , family , sisters , brothers and everything . I dreamt of school last night and I teared after waking up . Sigh . I think Im really being stressed out . Im tired of everything . There's no way for me to vent out my anger anyways.
how are everyone ? I seems to be being so close yet so far away from everyone :/