who actually are you to me ?
the person I love ?
Sigh .

what if I say all I needed now is your support ?
I know you do gave me .
but knowing or feeling that you still concern her make me jealous .
i admit it . I dont want to think of it too much .

but I just cant control ?
my exams period are now .
you know I studied .
I study because I dont want let you people down .
I wnat to spent times with you people tooo .

hais .
Im crying every now and then so easily.
thats not the sockkuan I once know .
she should be strong enough .
but now, she weak. weak like shyt .

我真的不想知道你和她的全部过去。
她是她，我是我。不要把她拿来和我做比较，好吗？

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mummy suan me just now on my paper today .
she thought it is easy ? IT TOTALLY NOT OKAY !
all she know is to suan me at that particular moment .
know how to say what I know is only things I do during work .
alright, if you know what you say .
then why didnt you came out earlier last week to help me out .
but just left me doing alone at two position for hours .
all your excuse was that you cant work too much .
I try to understand . but sometime I just cant . seriously .

I know dad is always giving me his support towards me .
I know he have high hope on me .
neither I wish to let him down .
but, sometimes . the family is really giving me too much stress .
Sigh .
never there's a time EXAMS make me so stress .
but this time just happened .
cause I know this year meant alot to me . and everyone at the same standard with me.

I want to strive hard . but can I ?
I doubt . hais .

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Had a talk with sisterLING online just now .
thanks sis for anwei-ing me .
you tooo .
just try our best ba .
hais .

Joanne Lim
eightteen on 29/09 .
简单又平凡的女人.
Email me at : aishiteru.kisses@hotmail.com
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