Explain Love & Trust.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008 | 9:03 PM

I still cant get it .
Do I still have the interest in schooling ?
Oh my . But I must tell myself , I must have !
Because , Im the only one now in the family that they have hope in me.
Sigh . I felt stress at times .
One fact that alrdy shown , I didnt turn up for school again .
Partly it might be because of things that are happening now.
But .. sigh .

N level are around the corner .
I see people mugging already.
It make me remember those days that I once mug with my friends at KFC.
Will it or could it be happen again? Idk.

Days now are like passing meaning-less-ly .
I wanted to do so many things yet I cant .
I really hate this feeling . It made me so direction-less.
:/

School tomorrow.
I will force myself to be awake.
No worries friends , you'll see me tomorrow.
Unless you dont wish to.

--

Your presence and voice made me feel safe and glad .
Sometimes, I just hope time stay there.
But this will definetely not happen .
Coming back to the reality, you are still hers.
Sigh.
I still do give you my blessing.
iloveyou.

--

Elaine :
aisehs . hotpink mans.
you can consider . but not me x;
see you soon . (:
( maybe you can motivate me to study . haha )

Zhongsinling :
People thinks Im.
whatever. Sigh .
You takecare when at school studying hurr .
;]

Gurlspoiled :
Wow. A long tag you have for me.
I thanks you for comforting me too.
Thanks for willing to be there and listen to me.
I will attend school tomorrow. (:
But I could not bring back the old SK anymore.
She's gone sooner or later .
But I've tried to change .
Im still me afterall .
takecare .