I think alot these days ..
But the problem is , what am I thinking ?
I thinking what does I want right now ?
I dont know .
I just want Brother's daughter to get well soon .
Other than this ?
I really dont know.
I have already ruin half of my life now.
Lifeless freak . Agree?
Sigh .

I want to get back to studies.
But my mind and soul really cant concentrate.
Dont tell me is because of r/s . Because this definetly dont happen on me.
But I just dont know the reason.
I want to do alot of things but many things is stopping my way.
I dont know.
I dont know.
I really dont know.
Hais .

Jealousy do kills .
I admit I'm jealous this two days.
I keep telling myself I have no rights.
I really dont know what am I going to do next.
Or rather, what can I do.
This feeling really suck.
Maybe, someone can tell me.
But who will be the one? :/
你总是说是我想太多.
但是我阻止不了我自己不去想.
对不起, 但我爱你.

Tell me what to do right now ?
I have no direction.
My family is leading life that are so weird.
I just want everyone to be healthy and happy.
Just like other family , having family day and going out shopping together.
Playing together all these .
When ? when will this happen ?

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Attend Lh's BBQ yesterday .
Great . I feel happy at the times.
It has been so long I last had fun with this group of friends.
Photos are taken .
But Im sorry I have no mood to post it out .
Takecare people .

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Elaine :
:/ Takecare babe .

Joanne Lim
eightteen on 29/09 .
简单又平凡的女人.
Email me at : aishiteru.kisses@hotmail.com
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