Sigh .
I feel so lost right now.
Currently thinking :
我好想发神精一次。
Seems so dead right now.
Everythings comes and goes, but it just dont seem right.
:/
I'm really glad that dad and mum understand what Im thinking now.
And that they didnt look down on me even though this decision is so ...
But to others around , if my decision make you feel that you have such a stupid friend.
Then Im so sorry. Im such a stupid person.
And to people(friends) in my school :
Dont you people think my relationship with you people are getting thinner and thinner.
Sometimes, there isnt any words that is going between us.
I feel that Im so "out" of you people.
Or even , some sort of disturbing you people.
Hais.
For now, my only direction is to finish up my N this year.
And then , Im sorry.
If you people wanna talk to me , but the subject lies on study.
Then dont bother come and talk to me.
Cos I wont seriously wanna talk to you on this subject.
Just remember this Question in mind :
Will you or are you looking down on me?
--
我今天看到你了。
和你谈电话的是不是最近在陪你的人呢?
我希望你现在过得好好. ((:
(真的好想你.)
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Elaine :
Babe, imy too.
Huanglerling :
You gone missing luis .
haha x:
seeyou soon too ! (:
Qiaohui :
Haha .
Sent! She's alright now.