Explain Love & Trust.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 | 6:25 PM

Went to Witaya's wake early in morning today.
Sigh.
The minute I was awake, my heart goes "Today is the day. The day Witaya will be gone, forever."

Went in to see him quite a number of times.
Couldnt bear to see him go just like that. :/
But today again , I still felt that he's eye is going to open.
Imisshimso.
Stayed in with all his brothers and sisters around him.
Sing song for him and talk to him and joke with him.
Sigh. That the last time we're able to see his face.
The face that will etched in my mind, forever.
Memories from him will never be erased .

Tampinese Secondary people came.
Everyone pay him a last respect.
Most of them teared . Which I told myself , I cant .
I should let him go peacefully.
But when its time the coffin going to be pushed in to burn.
The moment , I shouted "WITAYA" in my heart and shout it out silently.
I cant control my tears. It just rolled down and hurts my heart alot.
The moment, everythings just run through my mind.
Every times that is spent with him.

I'm sorry. I didnt keep my promise not to cry.
And break it at the last minute.
Sigh.
IMISSYOU,WITAYA!
Went to Chanhong's , the place they place him.
Talk to him awhile .
Imissyoutoo, chanhong !

Everything ended at 4pm.

Now, I hope both of you are together up there and being happy.
Nothing could describe how much I misses you guys.