私は彼の愛が、彼は私を愛していない。



Tuesday, September 30, 2008 | 9:36 PM
M-Y A-G-E H-A-D T-U-R-N 1-6.

LOL!
Yesterday was a day that I actually thought I would have pass it like a normal day.
But it turn out totally different.
It's all thanks to this bunch of people..
Cheng Sinling, Goh Xinyi, Valerie Chui, Delwin Lim, Mark Seah, Darence Tan and Yong WeiRong.
&
Huang Qifeng, Huang Lerling and Huang Leyin.

I just love this 10 person so much.
Hehe.
They made my day such a wonderful , enjoyable and a memorable one.
I was being so down all this weeks down.
But they just brighten my day like so easy.
Haha.
Celebrated with first group of people at Ehub Kbox.
They bought my cakes and treated me singing and eating.
Everyone sang a song especially for me.
And they make me laugh like maddd.
Thankyous so much.

Afterwards around 7pm,
cabbed down to Tm and meet up with my love one.
(Oh! And I saw Vannessa Ahmei :D)
Haha.
Lerling and Leyin bought me one big Box of present which shock me when I see it mans.
And Qifeng bought me two present which I'll love it so much.
Thankyous !
Bought Ticket for the movie "The days"
And went to take their dinner at Ajisen.
Played arcade after that.
Lol.
Its so funnnn . :D:D
After arcade jui went to watch movie and cabbed home after that.

Reach home around 11.45pm.
Mummy reached home later than me -.-
And she actually thought I wont be home for the night.
LOL!

When I opened the box of present ahling and ahyin bought for me.
I WAS TAMADE SHOCK LO!
Cause its all stuff that is redddd.
Which is Elmo stuff and rose(fake) and chocolates!
Hehe.
Xiexie oh.
(Qifeng gave me the present I already opened at Ajisen x:
Its a Gold Monkey Handphone strap from swanvoski and a braclet from Perllini.
Wo ye hen xi huan luis.
I will use it de , no worries ! :D )

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真的很谢谢你们让我过了多一个难忘的生日!
我爱你们哦!

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For those who wish me personally:
Mark seah, Darence Tan, Yong weirong , Valerie chui, Cheng sinling , Abel ho , Linyufeng , Huang lerling , Huang leyin , Huang qifeng , Vannessa Ang , Delwin Lim, Goh xinyi, Icha, Guisheng (see! I edited.)

On msn :
ICHA, Limhwee. They are the only two.
HEHE!
& SOH JINAN.
(/edited)

Friendster:
Guisheng , Lim Jooting , Ahxiu jie , Yong wei rong, Limhwee , Peishen jie, Jiayi , Abel ho, Ling Yingxiu, Princess Quek, Shimin and Qiaohui.

Tags:
Huang Lerling , Vinnie Ong.

By smses :
Elaine Chan , Ahjie Lim Sockhong , Jolene tan , Darence Tan , Huang leyin ,Fangyun, Huang Lerling, Ng shixiang, Cheng Sinling, Queenie Cousin, Ling Yingxiu, Li Jiajing, Haijun, Ntuc , Deanna, Mummy , Abel ho, Priscillia, Vinnie Ong, Limin, Kaijun , Vincent Goh, Delwin Lim, Valerie chui, HUANG QIFENG. ( see! You are the last. )

TO ALL THESE PEOPLE!
Thankyou so much for the greetings !
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

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Charmaine :
Chilling already.

Huang Lerling :
OH! You are not the last.

Vinnie :
Thanksyou !

Guisheng :
Okay.. I edited.
haha ! Thanks ah.



Friday, September 26, 2008 | 8:30 PM
Currently stop blogging for the moment..
Will continue to blog when I think I know what I'm doing.
(:

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Zhongsinling:
x:
Ps for this late reply of tags.
haha. Okayy.
But currently I love to see ahem then angmoh eh.
Haha!
(:

Huanglerling:
Lol.
He is keep complaining to me that he is having a headache now.
HAHA!
I just want everyone to stay by my side.
Thats the best present I will get ! :D

Sean:
Hmm.
I coping fine ba?
You?
Use my tagboard to talk to amirah hur.
haha.

Queenie :
I feel it mans.
Hehe.
I hope his will always beat yours hur.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
Iloveyou too luis, no worries.
x:
Link you up (:

Warani :
Imissyou too girl.
No worries, I am coping well (:
Iloveyou too :D



Thursday, September 11, 2008 | 10:13 PM
Afterall ,
before I get to sleep tonight.
I know something deep in my heart now is.
I believe in you . I believe you are still the guy I love so deep.
And I still remembered all those times we been together.
Every little bits things.
(:
(Esp, how you sang 爱要怎么说出口over the phone last time.
The first guy who sang a song to me so nicely.)

Imissyou, dearest.
No matter what, I will wait till everything seems to be settle down.
I'll try my best myself to get back to the girl you wanted.
I want to be back the good and understanding girl you once say.
But towards studies , Im sorry boy , I cant be the perfect girl you wanted.
hao bu hao ? (:

But I seriously want to get rid of those nightmares I'm having recently.
Its irritating my life mans.
How can I get the picture of it off my mind ?
Oh my , Oh my !

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Indeed , I spent a great time with my sisters today.
Haha . Counted as a belated celebration for my sis XINYI ba.
Sorry hor . Minus of cake and Happy Birthday Song.
Hope you still love the present we got for you (:
Will update more tomorrow.
Im in dead beat.
Oh ! I bought the Guess bag I wanted alrdy ! :D
Mummy bought for me actually. Hehe .
Love you mum ! ( Just that you dont make me or I dont make you angry will do x: )

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Toot :
Thanks for you jiayou-ness.
you are ?
haha .



Wednesday, September 10, 2008 | 9:49 PM
I think breaking down once in a day is my process of my life now.
:/

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I felt useless sometimes.
I heart ache when seeing my grandma is in this state now.
And worst is , I cant help her much.
Damn. I think Im so "orbi good" to suffer so much nowadays.
Sigh.

And Im really going with a very very down mood.
D:

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Chencaiyun :
Thankyou luis !
But, hmm .
Its really difficulth for me to say what I facing now.
Cause I also dontknow .
:/
Xie luis, my fucker (: !



Tuesday, September 09, 2008 | 10:41 PM
I break down infront of my parent today , again .
This is the second time I break down infront of them.
And this time more jialat ,
in front of public sia .
So -.- !
Although not alot people luis .
But guess what is on the topic again , studies .

damn ! I still cant take it.
Sigh.
Whenever people talk to me on this topic.
I get veryveryvery stress .
Its like a huge stone strike on my brain.
Dont ask me why , cause even myself also dont know.
And if you think you really know what Im thinking , Im sorry.
Cause I know nobody know what I really want and think.

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I should stop saying about that before my tears start flowing.
Ohya . hmm .
Went in Johor today (:
And tomorrow to auntie house :D

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I think Im a little drunk yesterday night ?
But not totally , cause I still know what I doing .
Lol.
I really want to try to get totally drunk one day.
haha . But my friends must be with me.
x:



Monday, September 08, 2008 | 11:04 PM
我真的好想你!
你还爱我吗?

你对我的信任还在吗?

IMISSMYDEAREST!



| 4:49 PM
不要说你了解我当你跟本不了解我。
你只会让我更伤心难过。
我的心,好痛好烦。
恶梦连夜缠我。

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Nightmare hunting me nowadays .
Sigh ..



Saturday, September 06, 2008 | 3:31 PM
All of a sudden recently, I felt that Im such a bitch.
:/

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I know Im doing things that you dont like recently.
I know you dont like girls that are like that.
I know you dont like me being like that.
Am I right?
Sigh.

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Why cant my stress get lesser , but always increase instead?
Why I am throwing temper so easily sometime?
Why am I always getting so restless over everything so easily?
Why am I always thinking of you but I dont know what to do?
Why am I still cant convince myself that you are not angry with me?
Why am I feeling that we are having a distance?
Why whenever I see those messages, I felt that we are not the same?
But I always convince myself by lots of excuse.
Why am I changing that I dont wish to ?
Why am I having lots of problem recently?
Why I always dont know what I really want?
Why am I crying so easily every night before sleep?
Why I cant get into sleep again nowadays?
Why am I getting nightmare of you that you will go back to her?
Why I always suffering from all these problem?
Why are some people around me so carefree without any problem?
Why people around always say I wont not have any problem cause they still think Im small?
Why am I always the one doing so many weinan stuff.
Why ?
I still got alot of "Why" in my mind.
But all these "Why", they dont have a answer to it.

I once told you before I am scared to lose you and your answer back was you are scared too.
Is this answer still the same till now ?
Sigh.
I dont wish to think much about it now.
Let just concentrate on our upcoming exams.
All the best to you as I know you and your family are putting lots of hope on you for this exam.
Me too.
I wish you could do all your best , okay ?
I hope to heard good news of your result when it's out.
But will you be calling me and tell me like this year?

I hope I can stop myself from everything now.
我好想放弃全世界的东西。
我的心好痛。

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How I wish that night I was really knock down by the car ...



Tuesday, September 02, 2008 | 11:43 PM
Alright.
Mum and dad is at oversea now , Bangkok.
Together with my sister-in-law and family.
I hope they're safe and will be back safe.
(:

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Yesterday was totally insane in the afternoon.
One lonely person staying home and blast music like crazy.
haha.
Met up with sister only at 6plus?
Trained down to somerset and went walking around.
Guess who I saw when Im at Wisma Sony Style?
Miss Jac Ee! God! She's still the same luis.
Talking still so loud and skinny -.-
AND ! sacarstic. -.-

Trained back tamp at 10plus.
Mahjong session at night with ahyin, ahling and darence.
Up till 4plus, midnight.
LOL!

And as for today, got up at 3 in the afternoon.
mahjong awhile this time again xD
then went to 800plus just now.
Went Pris's house to help her take a look at her pets.
And just came home (:

Shyt ! Tomorrow start the mark of N level.
Social Studies 1st paper.
HAHA! I actually thought togethere with Geo. x:
Till last min then know dont have .
All the best ba.
And I hope to end this fast (: !

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好开心作晚看到你。
你知道我有多想你吗?
哈哈。

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Elaine :
hmm . I hope so ba .
Imy (: !

Chencaiyun :
What sia .
I didnt wish you ah ? x:
hmm . Come my house slack ?
need to pay de leis . hehe .

Vinnie :
Cheering up le (:
IMY tooo !
thanks for concern yeah.

Jying and Valerie :
Woah. Both tag together as one tag ah.
Haha .
Glad that you both are feeling better.
Link me up in your blog ?
You guys takecare too.
Anything can contact me (:
(And, you're welcome ! )

Sean :
haha .
Glad that you know you long time no tag hur .
x:
Thanks for concern yeah.

Huanglerling :
HAHA !
Okayokay.
Long time no see you for such a long hours already.
We haven have our Crazy session .
hehe .
But hor ! suaning you two sister is fun.
OPPS!



Monday, September 01, 2008 | 11:40 AM
I'm here to make at edit .
(for yesterday's post)
haha .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUANG LERLING,LEYIN,QIFENG 'S MUM!

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Huanglerling : SIS . big enough alrdy ? x:






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