I think breaking down once in a day is my process of my life now. :/
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I felt useless sometimes. I heart ache when seeing my grandma is in this state now. And worst is , I cant help her much. Damn. I think Im so "orbi good" to suffer so much nowadays. Sigh.
And Im really going with a very very down mood. D:
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Chencaiyun : Thankyou luis ! But, hmm . Its really difficulth for me to say what I facing now. Cause I also dontknow . :/ Xie luis, my fucker (: !