Damn , damn , damn .
Did I just say some words I should not say ?
Lol. Thats not bad word right xD
Haa .
But. Recently just happened stuffs that I really dont understand my life.
It is too complicated for me now .
That I think it is really difficult for me at this particular time.
So, sometimes when I had the Heart to heart talk with someone.
After saying out , I really felt more relief .
D:
Anyways!
I bought my C905 already !
:D
Loves eh .
Okay .
I really really miss alot alot alot of people.
I really really felt Im a lifeless freak now.
All my timing of doing list is alrdy being schedule .
I dont like.
I having lesser time with my loves one.
Sigh .
I miss those times.
:/
I miss I miss I miss .
Wo hao xiang luis !
):
Yays ! Im left with one more paper on Wednesday, 050808 !
:DD
And boy is left with 2 papers.
I think he is waiting for the day to come veryvery long le .
Haa! Play hard after your paper boy , cause you work very hard for it :D
Im waiting for that paper to finish and let me do whatever shyt I wanted for long .
Lol.
First thing of all , dye-ing and highlighting it mans !
Heheeee .
After that slowly comee .. xD
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Sigh . I hate being the middle man when every incident happen.
But my life is just being post as the middle man work every times.
Everyone incident ; all the times .
I'm sick of it okay ?
I dont choose to be it , who want to make things difficult for themselves.
But I have no chioce , it just come like a wind .
Now, Im worried , worried for my sister .
My dearest ahjie,
You know , I have supported most of the decision you made.
I hope this time you will succed and prove them that you can do what you say.
What you're facing now , I understand . Do takecare of yourself uh.
Dont over stress, dont be like it.
You'll seriously go crazy if you are me . Cause at least you got a husband to communicate with.
While , I have none. Cause I hate to add trouble for peeps.
Anyways , any probs can share eh . All the best for tomorrow interview.
I hope to hear good news from you . :D
<3
And every things happening now in my family , I'm worried .
My parents' stall . I'm awaiting for my Bro ORD .
One more month to go , thats means I helping my parent the days till he ORD.
After he ORD ? Im worried mum cannt take it .
Cause I know the age of them and many physical problem lie on them.
But , I really wanted to go out into the working industry and take a look.
In another hand , Im waiting for some peoples that you can find to take over me and sister.
Up next , I think I need times alone to really think of what decision I'm going to make.
Hais . Sometimes , I really have no direction .
My mind is like so stupid and idoit .
Dumbo !
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I miss all my loved ones .
Especially ;
Elaine , Huimiao , Jiajing , Yanshan , Sinling , Xinyi and Jolene .
How long since we really sit down and talk ?
I miss those times when we had fun and everything .
Sigh. Life is getting more and more bad.
I hope it will turn well in year 2009 .
Cause Im facing too much problems in year 2008.
:/
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Dearest , Imy .
Joanne Lim