Afterall , you all just assume what you thought is right and thinks that's my thinking too.
But everything is sosososososososo wrong.
Everything dosent goes smoothly but worse.
You people always delay on what you should do and thinks I really have alot of times for you.
What if I really leave ?
Is that the only time you guys will start to do what should be done?
If it's so , I will do it.
Im sorry , I wont hate you both .
Cause I know I cant.
But I just dislike the dont-care-attitude you guys gave me.
Eversince I stop studying, you both keep picking me on this topic.
I thought you wont, cause you told outside people that Im stress when this topic is being discuss.
But you failed my thinking.
Please , stop picking this topic on me.
You think I really fucking dont care about my future?
If that's what I want , I can jolly well go and die.
What for staying on , living on ?
Is because I still care for it. Dont think I dont care about my future.
Just that you dont know what I tried to plan.
I promise , I will leave as soon as possible.
Just because of your one sentence today , I will go and find any job this coming week start or after new year.
But I will try my very best to find it before March.
Believe me.
Cause's you guys dosent believe me and dosent understand me anymore.

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Im gonna break down soon again.
I hate it. I seriously wannt to slap myself and go into a comma then I'll lost my memory.
Everything I will forget then I wont be stress over it .
My feeling is damn shit right now.
No one will understand me now.
Even the one I really wannt to speak to is not with me now.
Sighhhhhh .

Going back to that retard school tomorrow again.
To get back that pathetic 2 subject O's result.
Lunch after that together with sisters.
How long since I last meet up with them? :/

And people out there.
Do you guys have any jobs to recommend?
Prefer sales or admin .
Do email me . thanks .

When you look at me , do you feel what Im trying to tell you?
I think the
answer is _.
<3

Joanne Lim
eightteen on 29/09 .
简单又平凡的女人.
Email me at : aishiteru.kisses@hotmail.com
A crew at Universal Studio Singapore! :D