Explain Love & Trust.

Sunday, January 18, 2009 | 10:56 PM

I seriously dont know what to do to my family right now.
Every thing goes the wrong way.
Ever since I say I want to stop studying, all bad things started to happen on me.
It is all my fault ?
My attitude change recently I know.
But who change it? My surrounding my stress.
Cant you guys just let me release it out for a moment?
I know, everyone will start to neglect me one day if I continue.
But I really have no idea what to do.
I know Im not born in a silver spoon.
I cant be like those girls that their daddy is a millionare or what.
I know Im born in a family that my parents treats me good.
But, cant every things just goes smoothly or just better than now my life down?
Do you know how much stress Im under right now?
Yes , I agreed my parents is down with stress or rather everyone.
But Im just a 16 years old girl.
I still have a long way to go . What do you expect ?
You wants my thinking to be like those 30 over plus aunties?
I really cant understand.
Why not everyone start to hate me right now?
Then one day , when I leave the world , I wont be worried that there will be people who will be sad over me.
Alright?
People , start to hate me.
Start to neglect me .

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Yes , tomorrow mark the day of one year .
And I know you wont remember.
Cause I know you wont remember this little bits tiny oh-dont-care thing.
But I just wnat to say , when I needed your listening ears , will you be there?
Or it is still my sisters. :/